Aku berhenti berharap....

"Life could be harsh sometimes, it depends solely on us to trade it with something else or to stay behind and enjoy the ride"

By me..

(Used to be someone's quote, but I change it)

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan...

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Em, lagu tu sebenarnya tak ada kena mengena dengan hidup aku sekarang tetapi aku mungkin jadi begini tanpa keluarga dan teman2 di sisi selama ini. Love u all...Peace :)

Trip to Singapore (Last Part)

It has been almost three weeks since I posted the first and second part of the trip. Yet, I will be hard for me to conclude the things I want to said. The trip which supposed to be working visit has become the family affairs. However, between the sadness and the happiness there, it still be memories which will remained close to my heart. Whether I like it or not, it has become a fragment of my another episode of life. Life has to go on, some things remained secret and somethings are worth unveiled. Yet, along the line, if we have been hurt, we'll never know that we may hurt somebody in return. That is destiny, whether we like it or not, life must go on whatever happens. My heart aches, thinking that whatever happens in Singapore, may be repeated. How I wish that the same mistakes I have done, will not be repeated again. I'm only a human, with a short-memory function.