Kehilangan, pedih aku rasakan saat ini..Kesal kerana tidak mampu mengucap kata2 terakhir kepadanya. Rindu..rinu yang teramat sangat kepada seorang rakan akrab..Benci..pada diri sendiri kerana sibuk dengan urusan sendiri dan tidak mengerti perhatian seorang kawan..Aku rasa betul2 kehilangan..Sehingga sekarang saban hari sebelum tidur aku teringat at dia..airmata ini asyik mengalir apabila terpandangkan wajahnya di album..Sentiasa riang, gembira dan dia juga mengajar aku senyum dan menyayangi diri sendiri..Tiada lagi ketawa riang, tiada lagi senyum manja dari seorang kawan yang menerimaku seadanya selama ini..Sentiasa mengambil berat dan sentiasa menunjukkan kasih sayangnya..dialah insan teristimewa yang tak mungkin aku lupa..Tiada kata2 dapat kuungkapkan apabila mendengar berita sedih darinya, cukuplah sekali ini, aku tak mungkin lagi bertahan ..kiranya ada waktu ingin kuputarkan waktu..Namun, menolak kenyataan seolah2 menolak kuasa ALLAH..Hanya DIA sahaja yang berhak keatasmu, damailah engkau di sana semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan dikasihiNYA..ALLAHYARHAMAH NOR FAIZAH IDRIS dalam KENANGAN...
Friday, January 21, 2005
Monday, January 10, 2005
Regrets somehow haunts you!
There are times in life where I had done something which I think is morally not right, yet I still think if any segments in my life in the past somehow changed, I would not be as fortunate as now. There are times when I think that I should somehow work hards for my grades but I did not, eventually get grades which I deserved the most. Even if during that times I did great, somehow I think it would not be as lucky as this. Destiny somehow inter related with what we did in the past and what we had achieved. This might be true as same as the reality that what we did to a person could happened to us..This theory have proven their case somehow..But somehow, I did face with some regrets which I think have burden me somehow like the case when my grandpa past away, and I am not with him at that time, hurt me so much..until now when I think of him, my heart aches ..everytime. Past life could haunt you until your last breath but somehow you survived and only ALLAH knows why..Well, you be the judge for your own heart as I have already knows mine..But somehow if you lost in the road, dont't forget to go the only sole sources..GOD the ALMIGHTY...ALLAH...
Saturday, January 08, 2005
The Road Not Taken (by Robert Frost)
Hi, I'm kinda took this poem which I thought instantly, the words described me at some points of my life..I'm kinda found it in ERL, on my way to Putrajaya.
Incredible isn't it?
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both,
And be one traveller,
long I stood,
And looked down as few as I could,
To where it bent in the undergrowth,
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there,
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay.
In leaves no stop had trodden back,
Oh, I kept the first for another day,
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back,
I shall be telling this with a sign,
Somewhere ages and ages hence,
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference..
by Robert Frost
Incredible isn't it?
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both,
And be one traveller,
long I stood,
And looked down as few as I could,
To where it bent in the undergrowth,
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there,
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay.
In leaves no stop had trodden back,
Oh, I kept the first for another day,
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back,
I shall be telling this with a sign,
Somewhere ages and ages hence,
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference..
by Robert Frost
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
2005 Resolutions
The year of 2004 has just ended. This followed by 2005 which I have yet to see the outcome of it in my life. As the new year entered, I have made some resolutions which I thought reasonable and practical in my daily life:
Resolutions
1) The most important, is to get my `P', which I have been trying to get since 2002. Quite long, I supposed and even my final exam has not been so difficult as this one.
2) Buy a car of course! what car, depends on my financial aid.hehehe
3) Setting an emergency aid for my family.
4) Fall in love..hhehe
5) Getting new friends.
6) Go to all Indonesian band live concert..(I miss Cokelat, last year!)
7) Must save some money for that `keyboard' that can help in achieving my goals as skilled piano player (aha!)
8) Must also get that play station 2 in da house!
9) Must learn to control my hot-temper..
10) Be a good citizen
11) Lastly, (i hope!)..to mark up my work in Bernama
I think, that's all for now..Well, maybe the list will be added according to needs..
Resolutions
1) The most important, is to get my `P', which I have been trying to get since 2002. Quite long, I supposed and even my final exam has not been so difficult as this one.
2) Buy a car of course! what car, depends on my financial aid.hehehe
3) Setting an emergency aid for my family.
4) Fall in love..hhehe
5) Getting new friends.
6) Go to all Indonesian band live concert..(I miss Cokelat, last year!)
7) Must save some money for that `keyboard' that can help in achieving my goals as skilled piano player (aha!)
8) Must also get that play station 2 in da house!
9) Must learn to control my hot-temper..
10) Be a good citizen
11) Lastly, (i hope!)..to mark up my work in Bernama
I think, that's all for now..Well, maybe the list will be added according to needs..
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