Tired

Do u always think of a man? Why he always stared at you but don't have anything to say..Wonder if u ever wear wrong outfit or u talk very loud at place, but he still looks at you even when u just past the street? Well, that's what I felt about Wafie..a boy that i admire during SPM's era..Yes, he still haunts me once in a while..and I still bump into him almost every week. And yes..my heart still beat faster.. I really don't know what happen..I know I made a mistake by sending him one letter, a mistake which made him look at me ever since..Not only him, his friends now also join him to stare..Deep down, he one of the people who still make my heart skips at times.what a wonderful feeling, I hate to admit but I'm not comfortable every time we sat in the same foodcourt but different place. I don't want to have this feeling as I know he had already have someone special.How do I know? Don't ask..Please God, could you just make this feeling go away.. I am tired