Anti social

It has been difficult living among the "care society". Always care for somebody who are not even you family. For me, anti-social, I should learn to respect those old people who actually busying taking care of my family (according to my mum!) Sigh..how i'm gonna smile to them when these so-called busy body trying to interfere my life..using my mum..i'm not an hypocrite, when I don't like certain people..I actually don't talk to them but somehow these lately I have been very polite to everyody..At least what can I do, was smile back at them when they smile at me..Yeah, now I have becoming a hypocrite.

Makcik B: "Eh..eh..ko dah besar rupanya.dah kerja?"
Aku : "Dah makcik, kat Bernama."
Makcik B: "Lama dah kerja?dulu, ko kecik lagi..main lari-lari kat umah makcik tingkat 6 tu"
Aku : *Senyum*
(Perbualan ini dirakamkan di dalam lif hari ini sebelum aku pergi kerja. Sampai aku ke ofis, aku masih tak ingat sapa makcik tu dalam hidup aku..)

Easy & Difficult

Easy is to get a place is someone's address book.

Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.



Easy is to judge the mistakes of others

Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes



Easy is to talk without thinking

Difficult is to refrain the tongue



Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.

Difficult is to heal the wound...



Easy is to forgive others

Difficult is to ask for forgiveness



Easy is to set rules.

Difficult is to follow them...



Easy is to dream every night.

Difficult is to fight for a dream...



Easy is to show victory.

Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...



Easy is to admire a full moon.

Difficult to see the other side...



Easy is to stumble with a stone.

Difficult is to get up...



Easy is to enjoy life every day.

Difficult to give its real value...



Easy is to pray every night.

Difficult is to find God in small things...



Easy is to promise something to someone.

Difficult is to fulfill that promise...



Easy is to say we love.

Difficult is to show it every day...



Easy is to criticize others.

Difficult is to improve oneself...



Easy is to make mistakes.

Difficult is to learn from them...



Easy is to weep for a lost love.

Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.



Easy is to think about improving.

Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...



Easy is to think bad of others

Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...



Easy is to receive

Difficult is to give



Easy to read this

Difficult to follow



Easy is keep the friendship with words

Difficult is to keep it with meanings

Midnight blues

Still long to go..



Pemandangan dari rumah sejak 24 tahun yang lampau.



Bangsar..jalan-jalan yang kulalui meniti zaman remaja ke zaman kedewasaan.

My DigiCAM

This my first picture that taken from my first Digital Camera..Samsung A1420. That was a view from a seat in Bangkok Airport..Well, it's not a great picture but it was the first one I took with the camera.

Salam Ramadhan

Ramadhan is a month that will always bring good things from everybody. This is the time where people kinda of shut their mouth from all those *%&$@#&** words. This is the month where everybody seems to remember prayers, good deeds and all that would actually touched your good innerself. That's include me. Well, I hope I can do "Solat Terawih" this time because last year, I was so busy with my works. (It is not an excuse but I had to attend to more than dozens of breaking fast session which were `must go' last year). Well, I hope I be able to be a good daughter. (Must be able to help my mum always with the chores) and well..I can't think of anything right now..HeHeHe..Well for all my friends out there....SALAM RAMADHAN :)

Ex-British Police Force

During my visit to Laos, I remember my encounter with an old British man. He was like anybody else --with its bagpack on its back, wearing an old baseball cap, he standing behind me and Sue, while we negotiating with the bicycle owner. With a smile, he greeted us and asked whether we are from Malaysia. After realising that we are from M'sia, he smiled back and said in Malay that he used to work in Malaysia (used to known as Tanah Melayu before the Independence) as a police force. He has been to Melaka, Kangar and touched almost any state in M'sia. I think he remembered M'sia very well and be able to collect good memories there. How I wish I can talked to him more at that time. I think he kinda miss this place. The last sentence that I could remembered were "Saya cuma datang nak tanya khabar pada kamu berdua", it's kinda touched both of us. I hope anywhere he is in the map, hopefully he is in great health and happy....Nice meeting u too SIR!!

Last Night in Laos

This is my last night in Laos, and I cannot wait to get back home. I miss home so much, and the I missed both my parents, Mamat and Ana. Ten days ago, I was all alone in Laos, preparing myself for the big (it is for me) Asean Economic Ministers (AEM) Meeting. Now, i'm all set to go home. So many things I learnt here, and yet still to many things to learn. Thank you for all those who give the opportunity for me. I will never forget this. Especially Room 1011, will always in my heart. Well, there was another thing that I will never forget, how Sue and I fought for our right as we battled against bicycle rental owner who cheated us, by refunding the deposit of US$40, despite off US$50 that we have gave earlier. What a nightmare, as we fought back for the US$10 but then I backed off as I am worried that it might troubled us later. Well, the bicycle ride was quite pleasant, and the sunset scenery has able to heal back our heart from the hatred to the bicycle owner, and back to normal. Kuala Lumpur, wait for my return!!!