Letting go

I'll never think it could be so hard..letting go. At times, I still think I have feelings for him. Especially when he sms ing, even when he was still with me. I know, somehow, he is with someone now. I am happy for him. I knew that, since then, he was not meant for me. Now, I thinked him as best pal. But do I? Damn, I need to meet other people soon. Just to broaden up my "little" horizon.

Hello 26

Yesterday..I turned 26. I don't really know whether I am now at the peak of my job or not. As far as I concerned, my heart and mind still remain as true and loyal to my current job. Still, there are so much emptiness in my heart..not because of friends and family. But the other parts of my heart which is still searching. Searching for the person who is compatible, and the most important thing that really love me, more than I love him. Am I desperate? No, but I admit, this emptiness is eating me slowly. I have come to an age where you need someone to rely, and even to listen to your whining and all that crap..and not even friends can fulfill that..coz it was left to be fulfill for that special ones..Sorry girls..when your age is increasing..somehow that sensitive and emotional feeling might eating you up..

" When love beckons, follow him, even the way ahead is steep"

It's just me ..already past the mid 20s :P